The Car Lot

I am in this car lot where every car is a lemon. Most of the cars sold barely drive off the lot. Yet people keep purchasing them. When one particular car has the wheels fall off after I kick one. The head salesman says I have to pay for it, "Pay for what I ask" for breaking the car. In the dream I get arrested for not paying for the peice of crap.

INDECISIVENESS

With yet another election looming on the horizon. We as a nation will have the very big difficut task in deciding who will be in charge of our nation. I belive President Bush has been doing a fine job, with the war in Iraq, and against Al'Queda, we are acheving our goals to make our nation not only safer, but stronger.

The bad dream I have been having though is that we will again have an election that is wishy washy and be held up. I mean to say that no clear winner will be found or declared on election night. Having it happen once is a freak occurance, twice not so unheard of. My bad dreams are telling me that the next election will yet again not have a clear winner declared. I hope this is just jitters, but in the dream it sends a bad message to the rest of the world.

Driving down a long road.

I have had this dream about driving. I don't know where I am going and I don't know why. I am just driving. I seem to be driving forever, and I never seem to get to my destination. I wish I knew or had a clue as to what this represents. So often I am told that stupid dreams like this can mean something like I need to get more fiber in my diet.

But then I don't know.

HOMELESS

I have just had this NIGHTMARE which terrified me. I am currently unemployed and have been for about three months now. In the nightmare my family and I were homeless, and living on the streets.

Now this scares me more than a terrorist attack.

Now I am not going to disparage and talk bad about anyone who is currently homless here in America because its not right to do so. Cirumstances have caused many in America to become homless, due to no fault of their own. Many people consider me to be a sucker, because I am the kind of guy who will help out the people who you see holding the signs that say will work for food. I hear people talk trash about them all the time, and this makes me sick to hear. I generaly ask these trash talkers, "What would you do if circumstances put you in their shoes?" Most answer with I would'nt let it. What they don't realize is that most of the people holding the signs said the exact same thing at one point or another.

A friend of mine says I do it just so I can feel good about myself. Well I already do feel good about myself. I do this because I belive in Karma both good and bad. Many of us are just one or two paychecks from being out on the streets ourselves. So I give not to get something in return, but because I feel its good to help out if I can. We have a local Fast Food Restaurant here in my town called Dicks Hamburgers. Generaly around the freway exits is where you can find the sign holders. When I visit Dicks and can afford it, I often get a few extra burgers and order of fries and a drink and take and offer it to the gentelman or lady who is out there holding the sign. If this makes me a sucker, So be it.

I have such a fear that something would prevent me from suporting my family. Which is why this dream affected me so much. In fact I awoke in tears, I am still very shaken now.

I think I will go for a walk.

Yet even more sleep

So I got yet another eight hours of sleep today.

I have to talk about this dream, I am at a pie eating contest not as a participant but a spectator. The pies the contestants are made of the kind of sick crap one would eat on Fear Factor, pies like beetle suprise and cream of worm. The contestants are lapping the pies up.

It realy made me Ill, when I woke up I wanted to barf.

Sleep oh Sweet, Sleep

I was able to finaly get ten hours of sleep. I feel so much beter, in fact I have a dream to talk about. This dream starts with me in a shoping mall, and I can't seem to find the store I am there to shop at. In fact no one has heard of the store. The store FYI was Barnes and Noble. I know the mall I was at has one and I do know where it is however in this dream it was not there. It did not exist. I am not sure what to make of this dream.

INSOMNIA

Your Sandman is combating a case of INSOMNIA! I even tried to get to sleep with the aid of some sleeping pills. No Effect. I am running on three days with no sleep and have begun to hallucinate a little bit. The worst part is I am dog tired, but just cant sleep.

Help. Please someone.

Searching..........

I keep getting involved with projects that for some reason or another get scrubbed. In an effort to revitalize my status I have taken a hiatus in Seattle to see what projects might be in need of a director. So far I have no success.

THE NIGHTMARE

I can’t find a project every door is closed. If this keeps up I just might have to take a regular job and quit living my dream. It's a depressing thought. My hope is that something comes up soon.

Shopping

I find myself at SEARS, shopping for a new stove. Now I live in an apartment so why I am replacing my broken stove is beyond me. The clerk is showing me all these stoves with fantastic new accesories, all I want is a stove, four burners and an oven.

The model the clerk is pushing actually is a self cleaning AI. The Fuckin thing talks to you, and the unit has a ral bad attitude. Which is realy not a good selling point. It asks what you want to cook, what the recipie is, and the cooking time. It then procedes to tell you how wrong you are and why you are such a bad cook. It even questions your existence.

And the clerk has the nerve to ask "Shall we call it a sale, I can have it delivered to you in a week"

Yea right

The Dream Continues

After a long absence.

A dream about a small animal travling across a large river. The animal is a small cat. Cats dont like watter so I can't figure out why the cat is in the river. I did not see the cat enter the river so I do not know how it got there. I question many things about this dream as A cat in the river means nothing to me at the moment.

However it was unsettling.

Sweet Dreams People.